May I Introduce Myself.

Hello to whoever may be reading my first post; i am only 5 ft' 2 and i'm 17, the last age of a childhood before being classed as something i am not ready for. People say that fashion is what you adopt when you don't know who you are, it must mean I've been lost in fashion my whole life. Even though i am still young and i have yet to learn the meaning of life, feeling involved in something so large and so popular in this world doesn't make me feel i am a part of a trend but i am a trend, my own trend.
I drink lots of tea, in any weather, i adore blazers and i wish i didn't i have no more room in my wardrobe for them. I spend far too long deciding what to wear, if i haven't found an outfit in 20 minutes i enter myself into a self-inflicted panic-frenzy which ends up me emptying my entire wardrobe onto my bed. I worry way to much, even though i know i shouldn't. I would LOVE to make my own clothes, having those one-offs where if people liked it, they would come to you asking where you got it from then having the excitement of saying 'i made it' would just be great. Even though i have designed a ton on outfits, just never got round to making any. Shame that. I prefer chunky heels to thin ones and i like wearing socks so that they hide my abnormally skinny ankles. As well as fashion i love photography, because they both allow you to scream individuality, you cannot look in a direction where fashion photography isn't in front of you, from the way your passport photo has to be to a photo with your friends where you have to be on a certain side or you wont look your best for the picture. Fashion is a revolution, its a stamp that everyone can use in their own way. 
I like to think i am organised, if i don't plan my day then that probably means i lounge on the sofa watching pointless TV and eating junk food. I have an uncontrollable love for Audrey Hepburn and her classic films, my favourite being Breakfast at Tiffany's and Roman Holiday. 

If i am not searching for my next fashion buy or if i haven't got my head buried in a book then i am listening to my music. There is not a day that goes by that i don't listen to my music, Coldplay in general. Seeing them live was the best night of my life! Despite the fiasco of forgetting the tickets and once almost getting to central London having to drive all the way back to Thanet where i live. That was a nightmare. That day i wasn't very organised. When i listen to music, i either make up dance routines in my head and forget them straight away or i make videos of me and my friends doing wacky things.

I love to cook, especially cakes. Its a hidden talent of mine, many people have said that's what i should do in a career especially all the customers in my mothers pub, i've baked things for them al my life, from sausage rolls to cupcakes but its just a talent, not a passion. 'If something doesn't excite you, its not worth doing' that's what i think anyway. I am a perfectionist, people say its OCD but i just like things to look nice, even if it has taken me hours to present things well.

 I rarely partake in sports, but thanks to my dad skiing is the only one I've ever been passionate about, I've tried squash and tennis, well cheaper sports really. But no, its hard having expensive taste... its annoying too. I've been skiing every year for the past 13 years and every year it gets better! My skiing tune is Midnight City by M83. I also love looking at the fashion, you can really tell a part the rich teens to the families and then the people wearing the crazy neon hats!
I believe in love and love at first sight, i am just a hopeless romantic that never learns after getting my heart broken, i also believe in that happily ever after, I'm a sucker for things like that. But when you have friends like i do, well its impossible for me to stay sad for long! My best is like my family and I love my family, they are my back bone. Like everyone, i don't know what i would do without them. 
I see my blog as an online diary, even if i am the only one reading it but I've always wanted to keep a diary but when i write for so long it tends to get untidy and that annoys me. I also am not photogenic so i don't like photos of  me unless they are edited.

                                  (I'm the one on the right)